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Before a reading I used to lie awake and worry about how it would go. What if the client did not show up; what if they said it made no sense; what if I could not get clear information? What if it was not a perfect reading ? I even used to take mild sleeping pills just so I could get some sleep. That has all changed now.
A teacher said to me, ” Lucia, it is just like teaching in the classrom, you prepare as much as you can and then you let go.” As I used to be a teacher, this made perfect sense. I needed to PREPARE more and then let go and TRUST . It didn’t happen overnight, but I started preparing in different ways and that has made all the difference .
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To prepare:
I tune in and do a short meditation to clear anything blocking the reading. I may do a follow up meditation the day before.
I use my pendulum to scan the client or the house and property’s auric field. I usually ask for a clarifying symbol.
I prepare the room with drumming, prayers and singing , intending for the highest good of the client. I pray to the ancestors of the land, my ancestors, the angels, archangels and the Divine Wisdom.
All of this preparation is imperative so that I can be rested for the reading and be a clear channel of Deep Peace. I am grateful to have trust and tenderness instead of terror.